Distracted by scary things...do you want candy? |
Do you
suffer from distraction? I do. Sometimes I don’t even know I’m ailing. Like today.
I started out intending to write, as suggested by, “The Artist’s Way,” a
book I’ve read. The goal is to produce
three longhand pages per day, each morning, without censoring yourself. It’s a practice method and a way to unleash
your creativity. I never handwrite
myself, unless I’m out and about and using one of my notebooks. I have a horrible time reading my own
penmanship.
So, I
began. I titled my page and dated
it. The start of this simple exercise
unleashed more than my imagination. Just
naming a page set me off on a huge adventure on the Internet.
I don’t know
what diverted me from the page and started it or how I got where I got. Distraction can be a diversion such as
entertainment or a hobby, or merely an interruption or interference. Supposedly, it can be caused by agitation,
confusion and bewilderment. Well, I do get
confused and bewildered. I wasn’t this
morning.
I guess
distraction is a pastime for me. It’s my
leisure activity. I do it even when I am
working and not scheduled to relax. I
like to say scheduled, though I actually have no written schedule. It’s something I mean to do when I stop
getting distracted by other things.
It’s not
even like it’s relaxing for me; I usually travel great lengths on the web. I find stuff and copy and paste and create documents. I follow links and follow the links on the
links. I compose emails and
communicate.
This is what
I did, instead of writing. I
surfed. I don’t know why they call it
surfing. For me, it’s more like going on
a sea hunt during a storm. I am
compelled to move forward, but can’t keep the boat on track. I veer off to unchartered waters. Is it procrastination or avoidance? I never think of it that way. It always seems to be a reasonable trip for
me, even without a particular destination in mind.
But, I’m
coming in to dock now and resolve not to go exploring for at least another
hour. So little time, so much Internet…so
much I want to know…but not now.
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